There was a time when, six months ago, I never would have thought that I would see April 2nd.

Guess what?  I made it.

It has been an interesting ride over the last 6 months.  April 2 is the 6-month anniversary of my heart transplant.

Every day is another challenge.  I have aches and pains that never seem to go away.

• I get winded going up the stairs.
• My arms feel like a pin cushion due to all the times I have been stuck.
• There are days I just want to stay in bed and sleep all day.

Why am I having a pity party for myself?

My self-pity party demonstrates my message.  Compared to the alternative, all of my complaints are insignificant.

Really.  They are insignificant.  At any point, whining can take over my life if I let them.  Yet hope is what gets me out of bed.  It’s what makes me ignore the pain and go to rehab even though I feel like crap.

I am thankful to have this opportunity.  I realize that I have been given a second chance and it is up to me on what the rest of my life becomes.  Perspective is everything, right?

I haven’t figured out what my purpose is or why I am still here.  I am continuing to move forward, believing there is something I’ve got to do.

The next time you’re having a bad day, remember the alternative is not all that appealing.

Thanks for coming in.

Chris

In the past, thanksgiving has been about football, way too much food, and sleeping on the couch.  This year, I have a different perspective.  A heart transplant just might do that to someone.

I am not the sappy kind, but this year has special meaning.  Maybe it’s the medicine I am on, but I can’t help but think about all the things I took for granted.  Here’s a few:

• My new heart
• My family, friends, and co-workers
• My experiences and challenges
• The cardiac team and COLTT team of IU Health
• Having an opportunity to reboot my life

Having a heart transplant is no walk in the park.  Saying that, it is better than the alternative.  While we all celebrate Thanksgiving in different way this year, we can reflect on what we can give thanks for.

I hope your Thanksgiving is good and safe.

Chris